On January 6th I got the Get the fuck along with T shirt opportunity to meet Anthony’s family and friends, an opportunity I will forever be grateful for. I got a shirt of his and a picture that I keep in my purse so I always have it with me. A year ago I never would have imagined what it would be like to not have.
Get the fuck along with T shirt
New Get the fuck along with T shirt
Anthony in my life but I was forced to see it. Some days are Get the fuck along with T shirt harder than others. Some days I blame myself and wonder if I could have prevented it, other days I realize how lucky I am to have been a part of his life and to still be a part of his friends and family’s lives.
I wish we could’ve said Get the fuck along with T shirt goodbye and that things would have ended on good terms because knowing that our last conversation was an argument is what eats me alive, not knowing if he was still mad when he died and not knowing what pushed him over the edge.